Larmica-S-Nasrabell

Can I create a beautiful dream Just for you and I? I know I cannot reside in your heart right now, But still, I know that is where my heart belongs. I hope that one day You will join me in this dream I've created Just for you and I. No, I'm not delusional I just love you with all that I am, And all that I will ever be Perhaps it is foolish But I know my heart cannot give itself to anyone else No one but you deserves it The flowers of winter, They bloom softly around my icy heart. Only your words, Only your smile, Has ever thawed the cold and allowed me to breathe. In this happy dream I have built The snow falls beautifully

My beloved person I feel so lost without you Emptiness fills my heart Void of all emotion I’ve missed you terribly I allowed them to take you from me Oh, I was so terribly confused Such an awful mistake I lay sleepless in bed at night Listening for the distant sound of your breathing That sound is ingrained in my mind Soft, slow and peaceful My other half Breathing so different and perfect from my own Without you  I panic I can’t leave this place without you Please lead me to you Take my hand Hold it tightly and never let go My fingertips are cold The ice has already taken its toll on my heart Deep down there is

I'm trying to put this puzzle together, But I feel like I must be missing pieces, I've come down to the last few but, Nothing is fitting together. My fingers tremble from frustration, Losing my grace, I try and I try, This means so much, I'm so hopeless it hurts. Why have I fallen from grace, With no one here to catch me, I'm scared. Faith in the faithless, No more, no more. I once sat upon the clouds, Watching everything below, From my perfect perch, Grace enveloped me, I was so inhuman. So tell me now why I have fallen, Tell me now why I cannot return, Oh how I miss the clouds... Oh how I miss my grace. Why have

I've been searching, Night and day. I'll follow the sun, And I'll follow the stars, The colors in the sky... I'll be searching, Though meadows, Though forests, Through marsh, And through swamps. I'll keep searching, Until I find that special thing. I will retrieve, The key to my heart, That little thing you stole from me, That means so much. I know you will relinquish it, With just the words, Just so long as I ask. But I have not the heart yet, It will make me whole again, And yet I want you to keep it, Just for a little longer. I will be searching, Inside myself for the words, But the sky will be my guide. The moon

I stare at these blank pages Only the day before I swore I wrote words on them I feel perhaps I'm fading slowly As if everything I worked for Is never coming to fruition I thought I knew myself But here I am standing Square one again And I've no direction I feel as though I'm being pushed and pulled In every possible direction But no direction speaks to me Now I know I don't know myself What a strange thing to realize People have come and gone in my life And it seems like none mean very much Everyone with time Will pass me by So I'll throw myself away Start anew with a new name Maybe I'll get lucky And like the phoenix

For you I sang For you I gained will And hope I made progress I watched my steps And I held fast to your hand That seemed forever outstretched to me With nothing but a few simple words You took away everything My heart screamed out to me And I wanted to hate you But no Hate hurts more than forgiveness I felt myself sinking into darkness I tried to sing But my voice failed I felt labored breath leave me And soon I felt nothing My head tipped upward And I looked to see the moon My sight is blurred now though From tears and pain I see you not anymore I want to scream out your name In hopes of you hearing me But I don'